recently its pretty sad to hear alot of negativity around.. nothing seems positive.. wonder y isnt anyone happy around me.. (except for a very gd few) they keep getting into situations and get glum abt it.. we always say that happiness spreads around.. so being happy makes everyone around u happy too ^_^ but didnt they knw that unhappiness is also spreading the same way.. not tat i am thinking anything negative or being pessimistic.. i am more than positive.. LOL
i cant help but say this.. i personally feel that the women out there are really amazing.. their amazing unconditional tolerance and stubbornness is really an ultimate level of humanity.. yet i feel sad for them when they can simply see wads best for them.. they often rather choose to live in/with shit stuff.. jus for a very noble feeling called "LOVE".. this 4 letter word has "robbed" their sensibility somehow.. i dunno abt how the guys think.. but many women chose to make unnecessary sacrifices jus to maintain this feeling... no matter how unworthy and "fucktards" (new word learnt from xx) their spouse are..
i really wonder at times.. if one day i hv a husband like tat... wad wud i do... and when dat tot comes to mind.. i get pissed and planned on getting rid of him ASAP!! i am nt so noble.. maybe cuz i am too pampered.. but i dun understand how they manage choose to live unhappily and seem to be "satisfied" living that way..
i can totally understand that it is nt easy to to get out of a situation so trashy cuz it took me abt 1yr to find my sensibility back during those times.. jus tat my situation is nt tat bad~
i also realised that i hv zero tolerance for anyone who gives me emotional and mental abuse.. i guess that is also y i can be a meanie (labelled by a few peeps)! yet isnt being happy the most wonderful thing in this life time...? isnt happiness a compensation to urself after trying so hard to survive here?
lastly i do hope that the "emotional beings" aka women.. will be strong emotionally and mentally.. to be independent in tat way somehow..it can be difficult.. but it shld be worth a try... in this life.. every single motal have a choice to live the way they want it & love it
-- thank u for reading something so random.. --
